NaNoWriMo Word Count: 19521


I is...tired... Though I was surprisingly energetic at work even at the end, WITHOUT the assistance of M&Ms. It was very odd. Very odd indeed. But I was getting a lot easlier ticked at people...maybe I'm PMSing?

Wrote a nice chunk after work. I thank write or die. And my new character who will probably never be seen after this. Because she is adorable and love. Gotta say I quite like her granddaughter, too.

Working on a new obsessions/fav charris/fav pairings list. *nodnod* Why? because I can. But I'm way too tired to continue, apparently. After not being able to remember the title "Dragonlance" or spelling out "RMP".

...Wnats sleep, but I refuse to go to bed until at LEAST midnight. >.> stubborn I am.

Just watched Merlin before work. Complete love. Wonderfully done ep...but gosh darn it! I wants me more Morgana! And not weepy/scared! Though, in the case it was very appropriate. At least this week she wasn't forgotten. -.-

( minor minor sucks and some AWESOMES from yesterday's fill-in shift )

Avoiding writing more NaNoWriMo before work... but I will say this. The map I made has saved my continuity so many times so far it's crazy.

So tired. Two giant cups of tea not helping. So do NOT want to go to work in less then an hour ;.; At register. all. night. 8. hours. of. register. That's assuming I get lunch. (had a 15 min one yesterday) But if I get through today, tomorrow's 'easier', then it's a normal 7 hour shift monday. Tuesday...I sleep.

At least I HAVE a day off this time 'round.

NaNoWriMo Word Count: 14505

Just thought I should let people know...

NaNoWriMo Word Count: 10,081.


WOOOOT! 4 days (okay four days and an hour) and I'm 1/5th of the way there. HOPEFULLY tomorrow I can manage to be 1/4th there. That would be pretty damn awesome.

...Sometimes I hate my state. Sometimes I hate my town. I understand where at least a good portion of 'yet' voters came from. I understand why, so I can't really be scornful to someone whose voting on morals instilled by their faith, even if they're exclusive. But it still hurts. So, thanks Maine, for insulting my nephew's family. Thanks a lot.

Oh, and while I'm at it? Consolidation laws? Thanks for the impending death of my town. Really. Thanks.

PLEASE help my friend win tickets? All you have to do is click this! If you coudl spread the link, I'd love you forever! If you continue spreading the love, I promise I"ll try to repay you!

That you all survived halloween! Congrats!

Friday was Wicked's (musical) 6th birthday. Woot.

Saturday- Dressed up...went to work. Interesting comments. My boys came in to see me. Darth Vader and a clone trooper. SO proud. Didn't get as many trick-or-treater sthere as I thought. BUt we SO got a Dillon. Happy times. Also didn't screw up lotto and honey dews are apparently on sale--cheaper than they've been for two months. Joy!

Sunday- uneventful. Start of NaNoWriMo.

TOday- slow ass day at work. Agreed to work Friday for a co-worker. 10:30-7...that's three 8 1/2 hour shifts in a row. Next Friday-Monday is going to suck. Big time. I keep telling myself this is so I don't feel guilty later when I take time off so I can go see people. Because, dammit! I miss my friends! And at this point, I think there's one person on staff who isn't a manager that I haven't filled in for at LEAST once. No, two, but she's deli-only. She doesn't count. They haven't showed me where/how to cook the stuff. I can clean up after them no problem, but eh.

Also, the credit/debit/foodstamp machine was down for about an hour during the 6pm rush. Not fun. But I got husky kisses after work, so it was awesome. And I snagged a copy of "Push" at the place that rents across the street. Was happy, had been wanting to see, and I have to stare at the copy for sale from the counter. *twitch* Was quite decent. I really enjoyed it.

So tomorrow? Day off. Woot. Plans? Clean kitchen, bathroom, drawer, bag, re-do kitty litter. walk into town. return movie. Go to bank. vote. return book, go to employer to return an item/exchange, get more stuff and chat. Get tomorrow's NaNoWriMo word count in. Which is hopefully actually 1000 words over, as that's where I am now. I like having extra storage!

I know, exciting. We'll see how much of that actually gets done.


On another note, I' m thinking of deleting most of my icons to get new ones.

Current NaNoWriMo word count: 5024

Sorry for two posts in a row.

Mellie, this is for you.

If you have any desire to keep any trace of a mental image of me being somewhat sweet an innocent and not a complete pervert... please do not ( follow this cut )

*Whistles innocently*

I probably should not be typing this as I watch...but I am. I hadn't even intended to watch. But it was on when I came in the room.

( Commentary Below )

When I was little, I LOVED the movie "The Bodyguard" so incredibly much. (note: I was five at the time.) "I Will Always Love You" is apparently the song mum heard me singing that made her kinda shoo me towards music. I still blame it for some of my passion for music, and for some storyline preferences. (protectors... tragic love...music...) That being said, I nearly idolized Whitney Houston as a child. "I Have Nothing" ((warning: link has major spoilers if you have not seen film)) remains one of my favorite songs...ever.

So when I heard that she was coming back around with a new single I was curious. My verdict? Not bad. Nothing as stunning as years ago. But after the hard life choices/situations she's had, I'm not surprised. Still, it's nice to see her sticking around. She's just as pretty as I remember when I was ickle. And I want the dress she has in her new vid. So yes. *nod*

There was another shipwreck last night. They found one of the bodies today. That's three in less then a year. That could have been my cousin. Thank god it wasn't. This time.

These men (and women) are out there, risking their fucking lives. They get damn little pay. Catches are getting thinner. And you know what makes me even more sick? People still look down on fishermen. Fuck them.

;.; please go Here and vote for Arthur? NOt that I don't love him...ya' know I do...but Cas is DYING...we already lost Dean this last round...HIS DEATH MUST BE AVENGED!


and now...shower and work *sniffle*

FIrst day off was a no-go as I got called in. Work today. Have to go in for the same person tomorrow. and Friday as first day? Fridays suck. BEcause mum is here. with drinks in here. and talkative.

Someone put spoilers of the new DtB season in a post, not under a cut.

Miss you, Kaza. Hope you're happy where you are. Wish I could have done something awesome in your memory today. But I fail, and like an idiot don't even remember these things until it's smack in my face.

Going to bed now.

THE BEST CANON CRACK I HAVE EVER SEEN!!!

So yea, contains slashyness/yaoiness of a sort a lil bit... but it's SO HILARIOUS AND ADORABLE... stop at the sparkily bubbles if you want..but, SERIOUSLY. weeee!!!

" But he is changing the conversation of the world, he's trying to stop the wars. He didn't start them. "

" So...basically he gets an award for not being Bush?"

...From the view. My mum just had it on. XD I couldn't help but crack up.

I"m tired. I'm angsty. I really want to stay home. Alas, I need to save my 'get out of work free' ticket for when I'm done at the other place so mum and I can head towards Bangor/Orono and maybe see people one of those days. *Sigh*

Wish I was back in school. Not gonna happen. Need to get in touch with the real world. I seem to have lost its number.

Insanely jealous of a 14 year old. I want to see 'Wicked' again, so damn bad. Which, of course, only makes me feel ungreatful.

Want more sleep.

Love how I'm always paranoid about being too loud for mum when she's working...and yet on Friday nights she finds it perfectly fine to have on all lights talking, and coming up and down stairs until 2 a.m. And then again at 5:30/6. This is after an evening of her coming in and talking to me several times about very random things all night. Not that I'm not happy she gets to kick back and relax...but after the one trip to take me into work (and at this rate I may just walk in so I don't have to listen) She can sleep all day.

on the plus side...I suppose...
Son of a Witch Pg 282

"Liir remembered that he had momentarily hoped for Glinda as a mother. He pushed the thought aside."

That breaks my heart in so many ways its ridiculous. I also want to write a drabble with Glinda thinking likewise.

I've concluded that Thursdays are the best days of my week. And for once, this has nothing to do with SPN. I only have one job, mum has work the next day so she's not up the entire night chattering on, and I can at least look forward to not seeing the store the next day.

gonna go get a shower, I guess.

love you. Sorry for the emo. I'm just tired.

I want to make a theme for my journal. I've put it off for a while, but I really do want one... the only issue? Can't decide. There are so many things I love insanely that could rep me/this journal. Thoughts? Suggestions?


On a side note...I can't seem to draw lately. x.x and I have to have a pic done early tonight if I want it presentable. *Sighs*

Day Four
1) Got a hug from meh boys when I woke up.
2) My impromptu and completely unplanned "You shoudl show me some respect!" that brought my co-worker and me into a flurry of giggles.
3) My friend Em' gave me a sweet virtual surprise belated birthday celebration. 'twas adorable.
4) Fell asleep with my kitty beside me. This is usually rare.

Day Five
1) Woke up to kitty beside me. Even MORE rare.
2) Lucifer. No, not THAT Lucifer. The cheese. What cheese? Well, i'll have a pic...but, it's a piece of swiss cheese that looked like a smiley face that my co-worker said we shoudl name Lucifer. He has a nametag. Which our other co-worker stormed up while I was at the register. "CAS! ...You named your piece of cheese LUCIFER? ...you do know if you keep him, he's going to become moldy, right?"
3) Co-Worker while walking to put stuff on shelves with me :"You should get the tattoo that the boys (Winchesters) have. It's awesome."
"...That would just be way too fangirlish...right?"
"I think I might."
*sigh* "Okay." *passes a customer as the next part is said.* "Tell you what, if I see actual signs of the apocalypse I'll go ahead and do it, kay?"
Customer: *blink* "Oooooh kaaaaaaay."
4) Co-worker randomly handed me a piece of chocolate out of the blue.
5) Work went by fairly quickly.

I am loving this so much.

Just thought ya' should know.


Edit: On second thought...can you even tell me taht wouldn't be AMAZING acapella? can you?